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"I'll have a drop more whisky," said Mr. Trivett.

"I think I see the point of the remark," said Mr. Fenmarch greyly. "It was a play on the two meanings of the word."

"That was what my mother gave me to understand," said Olivia.

Then, after another spell of chill silence, she cried, her nerves on edge:

"Do let us come to the end of it!"

"Oh, I'll get one!" cried Olivia. "Myra--the faithful Myra."

"Myra's a servant, also a fool; and you've got her under your thumb," said Mr. Trivett.

"Well, well," said Olivia, "we'll give Myra a miss. But I know what you're going to say--and the kind heart that makes you say it."

A touch of real tenderness crept into her fine dark eyes and almost softened Mr. Trivett. She looked so young, so slender, so immature in her simple mourning. Her soft black hair clustered over her forehead in a manner which he felt was inconsistent with a woman fighting her way alone in the world. She hadn't a bit of colour in her cheeks; wanted feeding up, he thought. She was capable enough in her own sphere, the management of her house, the care of a bed-ridden mother, the appreciation of legal technicalities. Until she had got this bee in her bonnet he had admired her prodigiously; though, with the reserve which every Englishman makes in his admiration, he deplored the shrewdness of her tongue. But this idea of hers, to realize all her money in hard cash at the bank and go off into unknown perils was preposterous. She was not fit for it. You could take her by the neck in one hand and by the waist in another and break her to bits. . . . He was a good, honest man with fatherly instincts developed by the possession of daughters of his own, strapping red-cheeked girls, who had stayed soberly at home until the right young man had come along and carried them off to modest homes of unimpeachable respectability. So when he met the tenderness in Olivia's eyes he mitigated the asperities of his projected discourse and preached her a very human little sermon. While he spoke, Mr. Fenmarch nodded his unhumorous head and stroked the straggling grey hairs on his cheek. When he had ended, Mr. Fenmarch seconded, as it were, the resolution.

Then Olivia thanked them prettily, promised to avoid extravagance, and, in case of difficulty, to come to them for advice. The final cheque was passed over, the final receipt signed across the penny stamp provided with such forethought, and Olivia Gale entered into uncontrolled possession of her fortune.

The men rose to take their leave. Olivia held the hand of the burly red-faced man who had been her father's partner and looked up at him.

"I know, if you could have your way, you would give me a good hiding."

He laughed grimly. "Not the least doubt of it." Then he patted her roughly on the shoulder.

"And you, Mr. Fenmarch?"

He regarded her drearily. "After a long experience in my profession, Olivia, I have come to one conclusion--clients are a mistake. Good-bye."

Left alone, Olivia stood for a moment wondering whether, after all, the dusty lawyer had a jaded sense of humour. Then she turned and caught up the cheque and sketched a few triumphant dancing steps. Suddenly, holding it in her hand, she rushed out into the hall, where the men were putting on their overcoats.

"We've forgotten the most important thing, Mr. Trivett. You wrote me something about an offer for the house."

"If the Major wants to eat me, he'll eat up poor little Mr. Perkins, too," said Olivia. "So don't worry."

She waited until Myra, the maid, had helped them into their overcoats and opened the front door. After final leavetakings, they were gone. Olivia put up her hands, one of them still holding the cheque, on Myra's gaunt shoulders and shook her and laughed.

"I've beaten them at last. I knew I should. Now you and I are going to have the devil's own time."

"We'll have, Miss Olivia," said Myra, withdrawing like a wooden automaton from the embrace, "the time we'll be deserving."

Myra was long, lean, and angular, dressed precisely in parlourmaid's black; but the absence of cap on her faultlessly neat iron grey hair and the black apron suggested a cross between the housekeeper and personal maid. She shared, with a cook and a vague, print-attired help, the whole service of the house. The fact of Myra had been one of the earliest implanted in the consciousness of Olivia's awakening childhood. Myra was there, perdurable as father and mother, as Polly, the parrot, whose "Drat the child" of that morning was the same echo of Myra's voice, as it was when, at the age of two, she began to interpret the bird's articulate speech. And, as far as she could remember, Myra had always been the same. Age had not withered her, nor had custom staled her infinite invariability. She had been withered since the beginning of time, and she had been as unchanging in aspect and flavour as Olivia's lifelong breakfast egg. Myra's origins were hidden in mystery. A family legend declared her a foundling. She had come as a girl from Essex, recommended by a friend, long since dead, of Mrs. Gale. She never spoke of father, mother, sisters, and brothers; but every year, when she took her holiday, she was presumed to return to her native county. With that exception she seemed to have far less of a private life than the household cat. It never occurred to Olivia that she could possibly lead an independent existence. Her age was about forty-five.

"They think I'm either mad or immoral," said Olivia. "Thank God, they're not religious, or they'd be holding prayer meetings over me."

"They might do worse," replied Myra.

The girl laughed. "So you disapprove, too, do you? Well, you'll have to get over it."

"I've got over many things--one more or less don't matter. And if I were you, Miss, I wouldn't stand in this draughty hall."

"All that I'm thinking of," said Olivia, in high good humour, "is that, with you as duenna, I shall look too respectable. No one will believe it possible for any one except an adventuress."

"That's what I gather you're going to be," said Myra. If she had put any sting into her words it would have been a retort. But no one knew what emotions guided Myra's speech. With the same tonelessness she would have proclaimed the house to be on fire, or dinner to be ready, or the day to be fine.

"Well, if you don't like the prospect, Myra, you needn't come," said Olivia. "I'll easily find something fluffy in short skirts and silk stockings to do for me."

"We're wasting gas, Miss," said Myra, pulling the little chain of the bye-pass and thereby plunging the hall in darkness.

"Oh, bother you!" cried Olivia, stumbling into the passage and knocking against the parrot's cage outside the dining-room door, and Polly shrieked out:

"Drat the child! Drat the child!"

Before entering the dining-room she aimed a Parthian shot at Myra.

"I suppose you agree with the little beast. Well, the two of you'll have to look after each other, and I wish you joy."

She cleared the dining-room table of the tea things and the whisky and glasses and the superfluous papers, and opened the window to let out the smell of Mr. Trivett's strong cigar, and crossed the passage to the drawing-room opposite, where a small fire was still burning. And there, in spite of the exultation of her triumph over Mr. Trivett and Mr. Fenmarch, she suddenly felt very dreadfully alone; also just a whit frightened. The precious cheque, symbol of independence, which she had taken up, laid down, taken up again, during her little household duties, fell to the ground as she lay in the arm-chair by the fireside.

Was her victory, and all it implied, that of a reasonable being and a decent girl, or that of a little fool and a hussy?

Perhaps the mother whom she worshipped and to whom she had devotedly sacrificed the last four years of her young life was the inspiration of her revolt. For her mother had been a highly bred woman, of a proud old Anglo-Indian family, all Generals and Colonels and Sirs and Ladies, whose names had been involved in the history of British India for generations; and when she threw the Anglo-Indian family halo over the windmills and married young Stephen Gale, who used to stand in the market-place of Medlow and bawl out the bidding for pigs and sheep, the family turned her down with the Anglo-Indian thoroughness that had compelled her mother to lose her life in a plague-stricken district and her father to lose his on the North-West Frontier. The family argument was simple. When you--or everything mattering that means you--have ruled provinces and commanded armies and been Sahibs from the beginning of Anglo-Indian time, you can't go and marry a man who sells pigs at auction, and remain alive. None of the family deigned to gauge the personal value of the pig-seller. The Anglo-Brahmin lost caste. It is true that, afterwards, patronizing efforts were made by Brahminical uncles and aunts and cousins to bridge over the impassable gulf; but Mrs. Gale, very much in love with her pig-selling husband, snapped her fingers at them and told them, in individually opposite terms, to go hang.

It was a love match right enough. And a love match it remained to the very end of all things; after she had borne him two sons and a daughter; all through the young lives of the children; up to the day when the telegram came announcing the death of their elder son--the younger had been killed in the curious world accident a month or so before--and Stephen Gale stood by her bedside--she had even then succumbed to her incurable malady--and said, shaken with an emotion to which one does not refer nowadays:

"Mary, my dear, what am I to do?"

And she, the blood in her speaking--the blood that had given itself at Agra, Lucknow, Khandahar, Chitral--replied:

"Go, dear."

Olivia, sitting by, gripped her young hands in mingled horror and grief and passionate wonder. And Stephen Gale, just fifty, went out to avenge his sons and do what was right in his wife's eyes--for his wife was his country incarnate, her voice, being England's voice. A love match it was and a love match it remained while he stuck it for two or three years--an elderly man at an inglorious Base, until he died of pneumonia--over there.

Mrs. Gale had lingered for a year, and, close as their relations had been all Olivia's life, they grew infinitely closer during this period of bereavement. It was only then that the mother gave delicate expression to the nostalgia of half a lifetime, the longing for her own kind, and the ways and thoughts and imponderable principles of her own caste. And, imperceptibly, Olivia's eyes were opened to the essential differences between her mother and the social circle into which she had married. Olivia, ever since her shrewd child's mind began to appreciate values, knew perfectly well that the Trivetts and the Gales were not accounted as gentlefolk in the town. She early became aware of the socially divided line across which she could not pass so as to enter Blair Park, the high-class girls' school on the hill, but narrowed her to Landsdowne House, where the daughters of the tradespeople received their education. And when the two crocodiles happened to pass each other on country walks she hated the smug, stuckup Blair Park girls with their pretty blue and white ribbons round their straw hats, and hated her red ribbon with "LH" embroidered on it, as a badge of servitude. When she grew up she accepted countless other social facts as immutable conditions of existence. Mortals were divided by her unquestioning father into three categories--"the swells," "homely folk like ourselves," and "common people." So long as each member of the three sections knew his place and respected it, the world was as comfortable a planet as sentient being could desire. That was one factor in his worship of his wife: she had stepped from her higher plane to his and had loyally, unmurmuringly identified herself with it. He had never a notion, good man, of the shocks, the inner wounds, the instinctive revolts, the longings that she hid behind her loving eyes. Nor had Olivia; although as a schoolgirl she knew and felt proud that her mother really belonged to Blair Park and not to Landsdowne House. As she grew up, she realized her mother's refining influence, and, as far as young blood would allow, used her as a model of speech and manner. And during the long invalid years, when she read aloud and discussed a wide range of literature, she received unconsciously a sensitive education. But it was only in this last poignant intimacy, when they were left starkly alone together, that she sounded the depths of the loyal, loving, and yet strangely suffering woman.

"I remember once, long ago, when you were a mite of five," Mrs. Gale had said in a memorable confidence, "we were staying at a hotel in Eastbourne, and I got into conversation on the verandah with a Colonel somebody--I forget his name--with whom we had spoken several times before--one of those spare brown, blue-eyed men, all leather and taut string, that wear their clothes like uniform. You see, I was born and bred among them, dear. And we talked and we talked and I didn't know how the time flew, and I missed an appointment with your father in the town. And he came and found us together--and he was very angry. It was the only time in our lives he said an unkind word to me. It was the only time I gave him any sort of cause for jealousy. But he really hadn't. It was only just the joy of talking to a gentleman again. And I couldn't tell him. It would have broken his dear heart."

This was the first flashlight across her mother's soul, and in its illumination vanished many obscure and haunting perplexities of her girlhood. Had Mrs. Gale lived the normal life of women, surrounded by those that loved her, she would doubtless have gone to her grave without revealing her inner self to living mortal. But infinite sorrow and the weakness engendered by constant physical pain had transformed her into a spirituality just breathing the breath of life and regarding her daughter less as a woman than as a kindred essence from whom no secrets could be hid. At her bedside Olivia thus learned the mystery of birth and life and death. Chiefly the mystery of life, which appealed more to her ardent maidenhood.

So when at last her mother faded out of existence and Olivia's vigil was over, she faced a world of changing values with a new set of values of her own. She could not formulate them; but she was acutely conscious that they were different from those of the good, honest Mr. Trivett and the dull and honourable Mr. Fenmarch, and that to all the social circle which these two represented they would be unintelligible. In a way, she found herself possessed of a new calculus in which she trusted to solve the problems which defied the simple arithmetic of the homely folk of Medlow.

All these memories and vague certainties passed through the girl's mind as she sat before the fire in self-examination after her victory, and conflicted with the prosaic and indicatively common-sense arguments of her late advisers. She knew that father and brothers, all beloved and revered, would have been staunchly on the side of the Trivetts. On the other hand, her mother, as she had said to her husband on the edge of a far, far greater adventure, would have said: "Go, dear." Of that she had no doubt. . . . Yet it meant cutting herself adrift from Medlow and all its ways and all its associations. It meant a definite struggle to raise herself from her father's second social category to the first. It meant, therefore, justifying herself against odious insinuations on the part of her scant acquaintance.

And then the youth in her rose insistent. During all these years of stress and fever which had marked her development from child into woman she had done nothing but remain immured within the walls familiar from her babyhood. Other girls had gone afar, in strange independence, to vivid scenes, to unforgettable adventures, in the service of their country, in the service of mankind--just as her brothers and father had gone--and she had stayed there, ineradicable, in that one little tiny spot. The sick-room, the kitchen, the shops in Old Street, where, in defiance of Food Controller, she had fought for cream and butter and eggs and English meat so that her mother could live; the sick-room again, the simple white and green bedroom which meant to her little more than the sleep of exhaustion; the sick-room once more, with its pathos of spiritual love and physical repulsion--such had been the iron environment of her life. Sorrow after sorrow, and mourning after mourning had come, and the little gaieties of the "homely folk" of her father's definition had gone on without her participation. And her girl friends of Landsdowne House had either married rising young tradesmen in distant towns, or had found some further scope for their energies at the end of the Great Adventure and were far away. In the meanwhile other homely folk whom she did not know had poured into the town. All kinds of people seemed to be settling there, anyhow, without rhyme or reason. It was only when there was not a house to be rented in the neighbourhood that she understood why.

"You have a comfortable home of your own. Why, on earth, don't you stay in it?" Mr. Trivett had asked.

But she had stayed in it, alone, for the three months since her mother's death, waiting on the law's delays; and those three months had been foretaste enough of the dreary infinite years that would lie before her, should she remain. She was too young, too full of sap, to face the blight of sunlessness. She longed for the sights and the sounds and the freedom of the great world. What she would do when she got into it, she did not exactly know. Possibly she might meet a fairy prince. If such a speculation was that of a hussy, why then, she argued, all women are hussies from birth. As for being a fool for defying advice on the proper investment of her money--well, perhaps she was not quite such a fool as Mr. Trivett imagined. If she did not spend her capital, it would be just as safe lying on deposit at the bank as invested in stocks and shares; safer, for she had lately had wearisome experience of the depreciation of securities. She would not be senselessly extravagant; in fact, with the sanguineness of youth she hoped to be able to live on the interest on her deposit and the rent of the furnished house. But behind her, definite, tangible, uninfluenced by Stock Exchange fluctuations, would be her fortune. And then--a contingency which she did not put before Mr. Trivett and Mr. Fenmarch, for a woman seldom discloses her main argument to a male adversary--there might come a glorious moment in some now unconjecturable adventure when it might be essential for her to draw cheques for dazzling sums which she could put in her pocket and go over mysterious hills and far away. She stood on the edge of her dull tableland and gazed wide-eyed at the rolling Land of Romance veiled by gold and purple mist. And in that Land, from immemorial time, people carried their money in bags, into which they dipped their hands, as occasion required, and cast the unmeaning counters at the feet of poverty or into the lap of greed.

When she sat down to her solitary supper, she had decided that she was neither hussy nor fool. She held baffling discourse with Myra, who could not be enticed into enthusiasm over the immediate future. Teasing Myra had been her joy from infancy. She sketched their career--that of female Don Quixote and Sancho Panza--that of knights of old in quest of glorious adventure. She quoted, mock heroically:

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