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"No!" thought Ross. "If I was fool enough to give this fellow money, he'd only come back for more, later on. I'm not going to start that. No! But how am I going to stop him? Knock him out? That's all very well, but suppose he knocked me out? Or he may carry a gun. Of course, I suppose I could come up behind him and crack him over the head with a rock. That's what my Cousin Amy would appreciate. But somehow it doesn't appeal to me. After all, what have I got against this fellow? What do I know about him? Only what she's told me. And she's not what you'd call overparticular with her words."

His thoughts were off, then, upon the track of that problem which obsessed him. What had happened to the man under the sofa? He couldn't still be there. But who had taken him away, and where was he now? He looked toward the house, so solid and dignified, with its fa?ade of lighted windows. He remembered his cozy dinner in the kitchen; he thought of the orderly life going on there.

It was impossible! Yet it was true. He had seen that dead man with his own eyes. He had touched him.

Who else knew? Surely Amy; but it was obvious that she had some one to help her in all emergencies. Mrs. Jones? Ross believed that Mrs. Jones had been well aware of the man's presence in her room. Eddy? Eddy's behavior had been highly suspicious.

He refused to go on with this profitless and exasperating train of thought. He was sick of the whole thing. Amy had said that she would "explain everything" to him the next day. Not for a moment did he believe that she would do anything of the sort, but he did hope that at least she would tell him a little. And, anyhow, whatever she told him, whatever happened or did not happen, he was going away--back to normal, honest, decent life.

"I said I'd help her, and, by Heaven, I am!" he thought. "After tonight we're quits. I'll hold my tongue about all this; but--I'm going!"

He whacked his stiff arms across his chest.

"Hotel Benderly, West Seventy-Seventh Street," he said to himself. "I'm going there tomorrow."

For he no longer saw Phyllis Barron as a danger. He was considerably less infatuated with liberty after these two days. It occurred to him, now, that to be entirely free meant to be entirely alone, and that to be without a friend was not good.

He wanted some one to trust, and he trusted Phyllis. No matter that he had known her only five days; he had seen that she was honest; that she was steadfast, and, loveliest virtue of all, she was self-controlled. He knew that from her one need never dread tears, fury, despairs, selfishness and cajoleries.

Out there, in the cold and dark of his unhappy vigil, he thought of Phyllis, and longed for her smile.

"She'd never in her life get a fellow into a mess like this!" he thought. "But Amy--"

His distrust for his Cousin Amy was without limits. There was nothing, he thought, that she might not do. She was perfectly capable of forgetting all about him, and then, in the morning, if he were found frozen to death at his post, she would pretend to wonder what on earth the new chauffeur had been doing out there.

"After eleven," he thought. "And Eddy hasn't come yet. Very likely she knew he wouldn't come. Perhaps he's never coming back. All right! I'll wait till twelve, and then I'm going to take a look at that little kid. I've got to. It's too little."

So he walked up and down, up and down, over the rough, frozen patch of ground behind the fir trees; his coat collar turned up, his soft hat pulled low over his eyes, his face grim and dour; a sinister figure he would have been to meet on a lonely road.

Up and down--and then something happened. At first he could not grasp what it was, only that in some way his world had changed. He stopped short, every nerve alert. Then he realized that it was a sudden increase in the darkness, and, turning toward the house, he saw the lights there going out, one by one.

He set off as fast as his numb feet and stiff legs would carry him, toward the back door. He would tell the cook that he was hungry, and she would give him what he wanted. A kind, sensible woman, that cook.

He pushed open the back door and went in; it was dark in the passage, but warm, and the entrancing perfumes of the great dinner still lingered there. He went on, toward the kitchen, but before he got there, the swing door opened, and Mrs. Jones appeared. She stopped, and he thought that she whispered: "It's I!"

He was a little disconcerted, because he knew that Mrs. Jones was not fond of him, and he was extremely suspicious of her. But she looked so sedate, almost venerable, standing there in the lighted doorway, in her best black dress, with her gray hair, her spectacles. He took off his hat, and spoke to her civilly.

"I came to ask for a glass of milk," he said.

Then she repeated what she had said before, and it was not "It's I," but the word "Spy!" uttered with a suppressed scorn that startled him.

"Spy!" she said. "I know you!"

He looked at her in stern amazement.

"Leave this house!" she said. "You can deceive a poor innocent young girl, but you can't deceive me. You and your glass of milk! I know you! And I tell you straight to your face that you're not coming one step farther. I'm going to stay here all night, and I'm going to see to it that neither you nor anybody else comes to worry and torment that poor girl. Go!"

"All right!" said Ross, briefly, and, turning on his heel, went out of the house.

"If she's going to take over the job of watchdog, she's welcome to it," he thought. "I guess she'd be pretty good at that sort of thing. But--spy!"

His face grew hot.

"I don't feel inclined to swallow that," he said to himself, deliberately. "Some day we'll have a reckoning, Mrs. Jones!"

The funny little doll lay asleep, very neat and straight, just in the center of the bed, the covers drawn up like a shawl, one cheek pressed against the pillow, its fair mane streaming out behind, as if it were advancing doggedly against a high wind. There was no creature in the world more helpless, yet it was not alert, not timid, as defenseless little animals are; it slept in utter confidence and security.

And that confidence seemed to Ross almost terrible. The tiny creature, breathing so tranquilly, took for granted all possible kindness and protection from him. It had asked him for food; it had offered a kiss.

He stood looking down at it with considerable anxiety, yet with the hint of a smile on his lips.

"Made yourself at home, didn't you?" he thought.

As he looked, the child gave an impatient flounce, and threw one arm over her head. Ross drew nearer, frowning a little; bent over to examine that arm, that ruffled sleeve.

"I don't believe--" he muttered, and very carefully pulled out the covers from the foot of the bed. His suspicions were confirmed; she was fully dressed, even to her shoes.

"Must be darned uncomfortable!" he thought. He hesitated a moment, half afraid to touch her; but at last he cautiously unbuttoned one slipper. She did not stir. He drew off the slipper, then the other one; then the socks, and tucked in the covers again.

"Poor little devil!" he said to himself. "Poor little devil! I wonder--"

A great yawn interrupted him.

"I'll think about this in the morning," he thought; "but I'm going to get some sleep now--before anything else happens."

For, coming from the cold of his vigil into this warmth was making him intolerably drowsy. He took off his collar and sat down to remove those objectionable puttees.

As this unprincipled intruder had so coolly taken possession of the bed, he would have to sleep on the couch in the sitting room, but that didn't trouble him. He felt that he could sleep anywhere, and that nothing--absolutely nothing--could keep him awake ten minutes longer.

A sound from below startled him. Some one was unlocking the door.

But he remembered the tiny creature in the bed, the creature who expected his protection, and that roused him. Closing the bedroom door, he went to the head of the stairs, and, in a voice husky with sleep, but distinctly threatening, called out:

"Who's that?"

"Me," answered Eddy's voice.

Even before he saw the boy, Ross was aware that there was something amiss with Eddy tonight. His voice was different; he climbed the stairs so slowly. He came into the sitting room, and flung down the bag he was carrying.

"I'm all in!" he said.

He looked it. His face was haggard and white; his glossy hair was no longer combed back, but flopped untidily over his forehead. There was nothing jaunty about Eddy now. He was weary, grimy, and dispirited.

"Been doing overtime," he explained. "Lot of wires down in that storm last night."

"Look here!" said Ross. "There's a child here--a baby. I don't know whose it is, or how it got here. But it's asleep in there. Better not disturb it."

"Wha-at!" cried Eddy. He looked amazed, he spoke in a tone of amazement, but there was something--

"A kid!" Eddy repeated.

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